Jesse

Las casualidades no existen, creo más en la causalidad de las cosas.
No creo que determinado suceso este marcado por una serie de condiciones al azar,lo encuentro demasiado absurdo y carente de sentido.
Pero esta causalidad no se la adjudico a una deidad ,ya que esto se encuentra en el plano de lo irreal  y va de la mano con la ignorancia.Solo me refiero a una causalidad, creo en la causa y efecto/acción-consecuencia.Todos somos una consecuencia de algo o alguien sea esta positiva o negativa,aunque considero que hay ambas en todos.
Mientras yo intento descubrir mi causa,solo voy a dejar fragmentos de mi subjetividad.

Jesse: -17 years ago I came out
of Karen Scott's vagina,and now all she has
to say to me is that she contacted me
prematurely.

God!

Why is everything such bullshit?

Hey, how long do you
think I'll live?

Psic:-I don't know, Jesse.

Jesse:-I mean, if I don't fall off a building,shoot myself or 

whatever,how long is the average?

Pisc:-Um, 80... 80 years.

Jesse:-Jesus! That means I have to make it through another 63 years.

Psic:-You know...You're not always gonna feel the way you're 

feeling right now.

Jesse:-You mean it's going to

get better?

Psic:Yes..

Jesse:-Yeah, but the thing is I've always felt like this,even 

before I met Kevin and Karen.

Psic:-You felt like...like what way exactly?

Jesse:Why don't they want me in their lives?

What is so wrong with me?I don't understand.

Am I that awful?

Psic:-No, Jesse, you're not.

Jesse:Well, then why don't

they want me,I'm his son.

Psic:-You've been fantasizing about Kevin and Karen all your life.You imagined that they would be your saviors,and now that you've met them,you know that they're not capable of that.

They're just ordinary people.

Worse than that...they're deeply disappointing.

And that's incredibly difficult.

Jesse:-I don't want to be anywhere,I don't want to talk to anyone,I just want...

I just want to disappear.

A.